Between now and then...

Tiring :(

2010-02-27T11:42:00.003+08:00

Schooooooool

2009-11-29T03:40:00.004+08:00

Busy........

Illusion

By M.C Escher.

What's with the mundane lifestyle? :(

Will be back soon!

Dreading Sem 2

2009-09-24T23:21:00.006+08:00

Haha, I know my blog is so dead.

Cynthia just tagged me some bowling photos that we took during CCA back then. Brought back so much memories. It just hit on me that I really miss those times and the friends in Srjc, although it was only 4 months stay there.

I miss Zenda, Steph, Wen Hui, Briana, Jon, Mok, and others. The days having bowling training, slacking and studying overnight at Kovan Mac.

I'm neglecting my friends again. Our agreement to meet every Friday seemed to have failed after 9 months- due to school and other commitments. But never mind, we will have a meet up after your A levels!

All e best, Wen hui and Zenda!

1S25

Zenda, bbf

Bowling mates + XY who also joined us at Cyn's hse

Jon, Mok, Jerome

Big breakfast!

Bowling coach

Hahaha, I remember skipping 2nd day of NYP orientation to join WH for bowling

At least I'm coping well in poly, if not I definitely regret leaving sr.

Haissss... Don't know why I'm feeling this way now. I should have chosen BM instead of Marketing. Seem so much closer to them than my own classmates. Tsk tsk tskkkk... Thank God for giving me 1 or 2 close friends in class. No intention of offending anyone here- it's just that I have a weird personality and I prefer to make certain type of friends. Welll, my class is just way too cool for me.

I'm dreading Semester 2, but I yearn to finish Semester 2 ASAP!!!

One of my longest posts after so long...

Why why why why why why whyyyyyyyy

Bye

Heartless

2009-09-23T16:49:00.006+08:00

3 more weeks to Semester 2!

I'm not gna associate myself with anyone else... Just hope things will be smooth sailing for the next 1 and a half year.

Some pictures...

Cheers Members + Ms Chia

Ray Wee

Ms Lim!!!

OPS ROOM

GiGi and Oriane

NYP National Day

Diiiiinnnerrrrr

Camp Impact 09!

Can't believe that I've actually worked in school Cheers. Quite tiring and I used to dislike it, but somehow there's this nostalgic feeling. TEP is over! IPP next!

Hahaha, and I know all this pictures came a lil too late.

Everytime- Britney Spears

2009-09-13T02:05:00.012+08:00

Project week!

Heard a piece of good news from someone; at least I'm very much motivated now.

Seriously lost the interest to blog enthusiastically... Just an update:

Clarissa's farewell

Comex fieldtrip with EMRS people

Jerome's birthday chalet

Outing with the girls

Randomzxz.

Gonna sleep after uploading photos!

I'm anticipating Semester 2! Graduation seems so far away...

Jerome's Chalet

More to upload...

Pet, Corn Sing Nee!

Mahjong session at SL's place (Randomzxz)

Clarissa's Farewell

Comex

I can do nothing

2009-09-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today is just a bad day.

Fluctuating mood is seriously better than my current mood. I know it's pointless, but I wish I had someone to confide in. I mean, someone who is appropriate.

ICA ended, and I lost 10 marks. Congratulations.

Wish I could just put everything aside; not just verbally said though. I feel really lousy, like physically too.

I'm tired tired tired tired tired. Taste buds have absolutely lost its sense of taste, and I feel so jelly-liked.

Good night

Happy sad

2009-08-31T09:34:00.002+08:00

TEP is over! In fact it ended 2 weeks ago.

I love classical!!! ICAs coming and I'm procrastinating. 5 months of attachment killed my zest to study. But definitely, I want no reports anymore! Somehow it seems easy to come up with a 10 pages report now.

Omg, can't believe that I'm anticipating the release of CIM results on 18 Sept!

Thank you Tess, Corn, Reuben and Xinyan for the hard work.

I've got a lot of things to say and I've got a lot of photos to upload too. Guess I'll just forget it; kind of lazy to do so. Busy too.

And please pray that my laptop does not crash on me so soon yet! CMS sucks; I can't even do e-learning!!! ICA on Wednesday. :S

:)

2009-08-15T15:13:00.010+08:00

One more week of attachment!

At least this week is slightly better than last week. It was like a week with only 2 hours of sleep a day. Somehow it affects my biological clock and I'm like so nocturnal. I feel especially tired in the day!

Putting all those sacrifices aside...

I feel so accomplished having completed a huge mountain of workload.

Totally racked my brain and I was wishing for the time to stop and let me do my work peacefully.

Movie session with Pet, Jason, XY, Connie and DG

Grandparents' birthdayyy

Celine Koh

Ah gong <3!>

Ah ma <3!>

Evangeline Koh

Ernest Koh

:S

2009-08-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

The throbbing headache is killing me.

Counting down...... Classical!

Beezzzzy!

2009-07-25T21:00:00.004+08:00

So glad that I survived this entire week.

Field trip to Suntec was kind of fun, great exhibition. And now, we are dumped with a 8 pages report + presentation that is due on Thursday! Plus Sales Analysis presentation on Tuesday! There's still CIM marketing project. :(

Can I have 48 hours in a day?

2 members are on MC, gonna have a lack of manpower but we definitely can man the store well :)

Cheers Team 3! *Missing: Peggy

Hush Hush- The Pussycat Dolls

2009-07-18T19:46:00.006+08:00

Woke up as early as 6 am to help out in NYP Biathlon with the usual people+ QD and Farisa. The weather was super hot! And reading Today under the scorching sun practically made me feel like sleeping!

My german buddies are leaving already. :( Need to spend moreeeee time with them!

Oh, and Barry is coming back from Sweden tomorrow!!! Which means sis won't be staying at home for some time. YAY. Hahahahahhaha.

Happy Birthday!

2009-07-12T00:30:00.010+08:00

Had been eons since we had a gathering together. Life has been absolutely hectic for everyone. I seriously neglected my friends, be it secondary school mates or srjc mates. Sorry!

Shall not digress any further. A series of events took place today, just gonna highlight on Connie's birthday. Time really flies, like utterly fast. It seemed like we just had her previous birthday celebration not long ago.

Connie! I hope everything goes smooth sailing for you. May all your wishes come true! And we will be here for you, just like today.

Let the pictures do the talking then!

Lionel, Sing Nee, Xin Yan and Petrina!
Birthday girl!

Hohoho

German buddies. Anna and Helen!

Sampat!

Ion!

Updated! BYE! :)

21 Guns- Green Day

2009-07-07T09:42:00.003+08:00

EMRS results have been released. The unexpected and the expected.

Uhmm, I should work hard in MSC and maintain the grade. The aim of getting GPA 3.8 and NUS!!! The only motivation that is pushing me on. I can't imagine if one day I were to fail. Perhaps I would slide deep into despair.

Putting all those aside.

Please visit NYP CHEERS for promotions! More updates soon! And also join NYP CHEERS on Facebook!

Thank you!

Failure

2009-07-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

I practically screwed up everything today. I hate distraction, seriously.

Tskkkkkkkk. I feel super lousy. Doesn't matter now.

Happy Birthday Christy!

*Idk why this post can't be posted. Good night!

Breathe slow- Alesha Dixon

2009-06-29T20:30:00.005+08:00

It just keeps bothering me. So inevitable.

I ought to be glad but somehow I find it a chore. Can I just take control of everything and plan it the way I desire?

Back to reality, I'm in no position to whine.

Uhm, I seriously like morning shift! So much time to do my things, own time own target. Best still, I do not have to leave school at 9 pm plus each day. I'm so not looking forward to the next night shift again.

Chamber of Secret, proudly presents Ray Wee Wei Song

Cheers!

/Unintended by Muse is nice! Emooo.

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Heartwarming

2009-06-28T11:06:00.005+08:00

Went to send Amanda off at the airport yesterday. Somehow hate this kind of feeling, feel sad for someone. Let's hope time passes fast for them!

Anyway, take care and study hard in Australia!

Uhmmm, morning shift tomorrow! Gonna meet Corn and Natalie to run in school after school, prepare for NAPFA in year 3. Somehow I don't wish for TEP to stop because of H1N1, it's gonna affect everything! I wanna finish TEP once and for all.

I have to stop being stubborn and short tempered, and be independent instead. It's just so complementary.

Some photos taken yesterday.

On my own now!

2009-06-27T00:52:00.002+08:00

Uhmmm.

Life of a year 2 really sucks; not exactly just about school but also other things. One factor just implicates everything. To sum it up, 2009's just not the year.

Attachment in Cheers is unlike in EMRS. Gonna lead a mundane life for the next 8 weeks, and the most commonly used sentences throughout this period would be, 'Hi, welcome to Cheers' and 'Thank you. See you again". TEP= Free labour, but true enough, we do learn quite a lot of things.

Anyhow, I survived 2 weeks without phone and 1 week of night shift! Full full full shift to be exact, 8am to 9pm for almost the entire week. TGIF! I'm looking forward to weekends and morning shift next week. Due to H1N1, Cheers' opening time will be delayed by an hour, which brings to the point that I will start work later and end about the same time! :D

And I'm gonna get back my phone in no time! Alright, got to do up the minutes for Cheers BIC meeting already.

I still think life in year one is still much better. :(

weak

2009-06-24T07:13:00.002+08:00

So tired of going to school so early and leaving so late. It's only the 3rd day. :( Whatever, can't wait for 9 weeks in MSC to end asap.

I know I shouldn't.

f.e.a.r

2009-06-20T10:44:00.016+08:00

End of EMRS

End of Camp Impact

Not gonna say much as it'd all ended. Finally able to sleep for at least 8 hours!!! Endurance is really a big word to begin with.

Start of MSC now! Feeling quite apprehensive about it, but at the same time, I felt a sense of ............. Emhemm.

Alright, I see a layer of dust and cobweb on this blog, shall make it less dead. Pictures!

Provide Gems Service Assessment (PGS!)

EMRS Days!

EMRS Last Day- End of John Little Fair

Start of MSC- Cheers Training @ Aljunied!

Explodingggg

2009-06-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

The headache is killing me!!!

TEP report and Personal Selling report need to be completed very very soon, and I'm going nowhere! Thank God PGS is going quite smoothly. Not a bad thing to skip John Little Fair for it, don't have to be at the Atrium enduring the hot weather and sai kangs.

So many things to be worried about, ranging from family to school to friends. I feel so shitty now, can't even focus on finishing TEP report. Like so pointless to continue when a good piece of report can't even be produced.

Aye, whatever. Shall have a good sleep before the dawn is here again! I'm just making myself very busy, finding troubles for myself.

On a lighter note, I'm attached to ______ for the next stopover! :S Can't imagine myself saying, "Hi, welcome" and "See you again" everyday for the next 9 weeks.

BYE...

Meaninglessss pointless helpless

2009-06-06T12:07:00.002+08:00

This blog is so so dead, shall revive it someday.

...

2009-05-30T19:50:00.003+08:00

Thank you.

Game trial was kinda fun, with water games etc. All of us then went into the pool to play frisbee, in dirty tee and shorts. Funnnnn. :D I hope the games for Camp Impact can be smoothly carried out.

John Little Fair and PGS coming up next! Busy busy busy weeeeeeeeeks ahead :(

3 days of flexi leave GONE

2009-05-27T02:30:00.000+08:00

I wna claim leave, but EMRS doesn't permit me to do so.

Personal Selling

Cashiering training and John Little Fair training

Cashier for Personal Selling

John Little Fair

PGS Assessment

MSC Training

With all those things above, my 3 days of leave have now been officially called off. Also feel kinda bad for not being able to commit my time to the booth. Ayeee, I still need more sales for Personal Selling!

Please help!!! I'm selling the following items.

1) Famous Amos cookies ranging from $8.50 to $15.30

2) Mrs Fields chocolate cookie cake at $17.50

3) A Personalized Mug at $12 (With own design, name, message etc)

4) Singapore Flyer tickets for Adult, Child and Senior Citizen at the price of $26, $18 and $21 respectively.

Buy from me okay!!! Last order on Thursday!!!

Anyway, some pictures taken with the Hongkongers. Kinda miss the fun we had with them, although it's only for a day. Not bad, got to know people from Germany, France, Finland, Korea, Hongkong and India through EMRS and SBM Club.

Dangzxzxzxz. 2.40 am now. NEED TO SLEEEEEP!

End of 5th week in EMRS

2009-05-23T11:03:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was the last day for DBI students in EMRS. Farewell guys!

Kind of tired to update more. Nothing much too, besides the mundane life.

Some pictures in EMRS project room.

Toke VS Maven

Us + joker

Chepatlang people from different teams
EMRS :D

Things to do

- Do up ~~Resume~~ and Cover letter and send it to EMRS supervisor!

- Consolidation of PGS applicants

- Camp Impact prep

- SBM Club homework

:S

2009-05-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

I wna be independent.

I thought my work load will be lessened with the end of Hongkong students exchange programme. I thought the last event in EMRS would just be John Little road show. But nevertheless, there's still Product Gem Service which I'm put in charge of.

Adding on to that, I do not really have confidence in making Camp Impact a success. A lot of problems arising soon I guess. I really do think that I'm unlucky enough to get chosen as ICs for both emrs and CI at the same time. Since I took on the roles of being IC, I will definitely try and do my best. Of course with the support and help from my friends. :D
Camp Impact and EMRS stuff= long hours in school. I wonder how on earth am I gna survive with that pathetic daily allowance.

My family thinks that SBM Club is useless, but in fact it played an important part in changing me. They think that if I have the potential, I wouldn't have to care for CCA points. They think that poly students shouldn't be busy to the extent of going home late at night almost everyday. Whatever la, really tired of explaining and I won't quit sbm club.

I just wna grow up, work, move out and depend on myself.

Randomzxz

2009-05-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

Megatronix IT road show! Glad that the organising teams worked well together and we broke the record by hitting $116370.20! Some thought everything has ended which in fact is not true. So many things left behind to be cleared, but I'm proud of myself, as well as Eugene Giam.

Kinda unhappy with certain things. Whatever la, so pointless. The thought of it only makes my blood boil. :@ School is making me so tired but somehow enjoy it still.

At least no more IT roadshow, time to focus on Camp Impact, followed by 10 days John Little Road Show. Yay, can claim my OT leave on Friday! Already claimed half of Thursday! HOHOHO.

Dinner with SBM ppl

Megatronix IT Fair

Cheers!

SBM Club

Gathering with Foreign students!

The french
Finnish, french, german

German+Korean+French dish
German buddies!

Busyyyy

2009-05-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

IT road show at NYP Atrium! Have been staying late in school just for the preparation of this event. Logistics I/C is really all about sai kangs, but still a good experience though.

On the other hand, got to organize Camp Impact 2009 with the rest of the sub comms. Lets pray that I do not screw up this event. I realised we'd spent a lot of time in school ever since the start of semester 2 holiday.

I predict life for me is gonna be so busy, EMRS is already taking up a lot of my time. Haven't been spending time with german buddies too.

My eyes are closing as I'm typing. TIREDDD. Vesak Day tomorrow, but still need to go back to school. I'm so so so deprived of sleep, 5 hours a day is obviously not enough ;(.

best of me

2009-05-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

End of mini road show, never expected it to be that successful. Thank you to those who bought from me, especially SBM Club people and OGLs. Another major IT road show coming up next week, hope it would still be a success.

So many things piling up, and everything requires commitment and time. Yea, I need to have good time management skill.

Zenda, WH, and Steph! I miss you guys maniezzxz! Lets meet up soon!

not that simple :(

2009-04-26T18:00:00.006+08:00

Had a busy week, and I reckon the days ahead are gonna be even busier.

French and german buddies have arrived in Singapore, and I haven't been spending much time with them due to TEP. There's a mini road show tomorrow, do come down to NYP north canteen and support. ;)

I feel even tired each day, seems so deprived of sleep. Friday's OBS (Overnight Barbeque Session) for OGLs really diminished hell load of energy! Did not sleep a wink for more than a day, yet still had the zest to head over to AMK and play L4D with the rest.

And yea, the weather has been so BAD recently. Idk why I'm so prone to having sore throat and losing voice so easily nowadays. It's like the 4th time my voice sounds hoarse again. Irritating to the max.

On a happier note, week one in EMRS has ended , 7 more weeks to go! :) :) :) All the best to all teams on hitting sales target tomorrow! :D

Gavin

Thank you

2009-04-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

Tired, both mentally and physically. Sian many many halves. Spent more than 14 hours in school each day and got scolded at the end of the day cos' we kept screwing things up. Really felt like quitting at some point of time, but there's always an urge to stay put still.

Feel quite disappointed too, mum did not believe that I was really busy with orientation stuff in school until midnight and she suspected I went on dating. DOTS. Come to think of it, for the past few days, home was just a place for me to sleep. Furthermore, it's like less than 5 hours of sleep before heading to school again.

Whatever it is, orientation 2009 is over already. :) I'm so red now which eventually will become black soon! :( Can't wait for the dark skin colour to fade off.

School gonna reopen tomorrow. Thanks to TEP, if not we could have enjoyed one more week of holiday! :( At least one thing to be happy, I'm in the same TEP group with Eileen, Frank, Eugene, Connie, Xinyan, and a few subcoms! I hope they won't make any more changes already:D :D :D

Some overdue pictures + Orientation.

Sentosa + St James

Reuben, Rui, Jona, Bryant!
+ Sean.

Drunkard! LOL

Orientation
Rainbowww! :D:D:D
HAHA
HAHAHAHAHA

Sheesha ehhh.
:D!

all that I can say

2009-04-14T03:47:00.000+08:00

Sentosa outing with SBM ppl 2 days back but only less than 10 turned up. Not bad, still quite fun after all; Frisbee, vball, captain ball, swimming! Wear white= get thrown down the sea. Wthhh! Everyone came down to soak in the water after all. Haha. Thunderstorm came and yea, got drenched from head to toe. Woohoo~

Finally my first trip to a club! Celebrated Rui and Bernard's birthday at St James. Funneh to see people getting tipsy and drunk! LOL.

Went back to school for Orientation briefing today and headed to Marina to play pool with SBM people! Funs but dinner was totally screwed! Thanks uh JB and Matthew and Bryan who laughed the loudest!

Pool with SBM peeeeeps!

Amanda, Huize, Matt and Corn!
Matthew Ong!
Derek
Sufi
Bryan
Joshuaaa
Joshua and shiok
Bryan Adrian Tay ehhh.

Huize acting cute!!! :P
XY! Bryan!
MattHEW agn.
HAHA
Eugene, Derek, Sufi, Bryan, Huize!
Eliiiii!
Pretty Siti!

Mr Smileyyyy! :) :) :)

Janice Law!!!

Gloria Jeans at NYP :S ~~Niceeee~~

Good Friday!
Jaden :D

Lazy to upload more pictures, next time then! BYEEE.

Vanished

2009-04-10T11:59:00.007+08:00

Super tiring day yesterday, was helping Bryant to distribute flyers at Bishan area. Kinda fun initially but marginal utility was negative after that.

We even saw Matthew in one of the lifts. Out of so many blocks we distribute, out of so many units, out of all time, really pure coincidence. I bet he thought we were stalking him. His expression really showed it all; jaw dropped. Haha

On yea, 12 Rounds is nice. Thanks curly hair dude. Left 4 Dead is fun, although the sound effect is kinda scary.

Good Friday today. Was supposed to be out with the Pet and co, but I'm obliged to attend sis' church event with family and for this, I ps-ed them once again. Sorrrry.

Pictures will be up next time :D

Oasis!

2009-04-07T11:29:00.005+08:00

Yay, my voice is back! Still sound kinda hoarse but at least can talk already. Thanks to those who kept laughing at me for the past few days uh.

Flu is not getting any better and it's super contagious. Caused my sis and bros to be down with flu/ fever ever since I came back from camp. I guess XY is falling sick too, from sharing drinks with me.

Oh yeaa, Oasis concert was coooooool to the max!!! Marvelous, awesome, splendid, amazing, spectacular and any fantastic adjectives that I could describe! Videos are on my Facebook already, kinda lazy to upload here.

Met up with XY, Sean and XR ytd to catch Detroit Metal City. Not bad! Funnnnneh show + heavy metal songs! Walked from PS to Cityhall for dinner, and walked from Cityhall to Chinatown just to satisfy XR's craving for congee. Nice friends okay!

On a lighter note, I got posted to EMRS for TEP, some roadshow thingy! Please hope that it's gonna be good!

Gem Archer

Noel Gallagher! Suave!!!Liam
OASIS~

Crazy- Simple Plan

2009-04-05T09:33:00.005+08:00

OGL camp is finally over.

I feel very very very very tired but I couldn't sleep peacefully last night. Thanks to the flu virus and cough. Dk why I'm aching all over when we didn't even have any strenuous exercise in the camp. Wthhhiow, the feeling is terrible la.

There is still Oasis concert later on and I'm like a mute now! What an irony. I want my voice to regain. :(

BeepBeep!

Mass captain ball
Wenqiii!
Unglam Runway.
Eli and XY

Jason, Siv, Maximillan, Kenneth, Eugene, Joan, Hui Li, Lynnette and Alvin!

Promise- Simple Plan

2009-04-02T14:18:00.002+08:00

Hoho, I'm losing the zest to blog. Had been staying back in school for long hours to have night walk trials and I might needa hide alone to scare the people. Wthhh, super eerie.

Kinda lazy to blog now, let the pictures do the job then!

Trip to Sembawang Shopping Centre; Giant!

Connie, Matthew, Jun Boon, Xin Yan!
Mattslut!

XinYan, Eugene
:D
See no evilll.

Spongebob!

Connie Matthewww

Wenbin!
Boooon!

Wthhhh!

Emoooo

Jean!! YET BING YETI BIMBO!

C-u-t-e
c-u-t-e-s
The dead lizard which has been in the club room for dk hw long.

Day out with Qing and Teresa, Connie and XY. Send me photos Qing!

Corn, Teresa, XY

Posted already!

Doneeee!

Going for camp today! Buai buaiiiii!

When love and hate collide

2009-03-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

NYP is like my second home already, spent like half of the day in school each day. Feeling kinda stressed and fatigued, but also somehow enjoyed the whole thing. Just hope that we won't screw up the OGL Camp.

Finally a day off from school tomorrow! Mum is nagging at me for going to school every single day when it's the holidays now. Tired of explaining to those who said we are wasting our time, but I feel rather accomplished. Sorta felt the change in me. :)

Was anticipating the school to reopen as soon as possible, but no longer feel this way now. School is gna be hectic with TEP and other involvements. I find it so hard to make decision. Dk if I should change to Accountancy or Banking and Finance course. The only opportunity to change course but I'm pulled back by a lot of considerations. Ayyeeeeee. nvm.

Some overdue + recent photos.

Cuteeeeeee :D
:D:D:D
Kinder Joyyy.
Bryan and Giebert. Gayness! Haha.
Camp Echo

Jean, Teresa, dk who and Jun Boon!

:D

:D:D:D

2009-03-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

I find this holidays very enriching! Being in SBM Club kinda changed me a little, in terms of character; no longer that introvert and shy. I didn't notice the change in me until XY mentioned it.

LTC Camp Echo at Sentosa was great! Vball + Scavenger Hunt + Frisbee + seeing ppl get thrown into the sea, spent a good 7 hours at the beach. It was like some dangerous ground there, Eli, Qd and SL were out to do ppl in.

Headed to Vivo Sky Garden for dinner and games, 'Heart Attack' and 'Truth or Would You Rather'. The 2nd game was superbly sick! I'm losing my luck in games already. Dk why I keep getting suaned by people in my life. Thanks to Bryan who said I have the disturb-me-face. I seriously need a lot of strepsils manzxzx. Ahem!

A fun day yesterday and I wna play volleyball again! It's more like soccerlley ball la, using legs and hands. Haha. Shall upload the pictures next time. :D

2009-03-16T10:26:00.005+08:00

Had adventurous trips this weekends. Haha.

Attended a workshop for a photography tour with XY 2 days ago, took some nice shots at Amoy street. Haha. Holga camera looks cool! Not bad, it was quite fun after all.

I wonder if anyone had ever got on the wrong trains twice, and alighted at the wrong stops twice in the same day. Before that, we even got ourselves lost at Tanjong Pagar. Funnneh. Practically touring MRT lines and part of Singapore. Walked around Cityhall, chilled at Esplanade, did some shopping. I'm having dissavings already! :( Oh yea, took neoprints at Cineleisure! Has been agees since we took neoprints, so secondary school. Kinda miss taking neoprints with some people. Never mind, things just come and go, but they're not forgotten though. :)

A lot of meetings and briefings going on, spent a good 7 hours in school yesterday. Results are released. Not feeling happy, not sad either. Maintained my GPA, maybe improved a lil. Yea, so gonna work hard for TEP! :D

So many plans for today and I agreed to all of them at once. Meeting XY to town, LTC dinner with SBM people, meeting Ben, Cyn, Jason, Zenda and Wenhui for midnight movie + gambling agn :S!

Cute!
LIVERPOOL BOY!
Cityhall.

Houseflies mating!

:)

2009-03-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

Busy days ahead. SBM Club is getting interesting now, with all the funny people. Now I'm anticipating the OGL camp, but being a camper would be more enjoyable. :( So many meetings coming up, it's like doing some group projects but it's more of fun and laughter.

Woooo. Camps and other things made me feel so much happier and less bored during the holidays! :D Quite looking forward to Oasis concert too! :D:D:D

Chalet.

Bryant the chef.
COOLEST guy

Satay man
PETTTT!

Otah man

Walk away

2009-03-10T19:08:00.004+08:00

Camp was great, although it was very strenuous. To sum it up, it's all about perseverance, trust and courage. Quite like my group (Saints) even though the guys dominated. I feel rather proud for being the only girl in the group who did not join the casualties. Get well soon, Cheryl and Simin.

Mass conversation with Saints was practically targeted at me, being labelled the stalker, bimbo, nerd, anti-social. HAHA, kind of looking forward to the outing with Group 2. :) And I made many new friends in the camp.

Went back to school for Foreign Exchange briefing and I will be fetching one German early in the morning in mid april. I wna go Germany to study too! Good resume + GPA will be maintained at the current year's points. Coooool.

And, caught Marley And Me at AMK Hub with Jaden, XY and Corn after the briefing. Nice movie!!! I love Marley!!! Hahaha. Still gta go school tmr morning and also there's MK0803 chalet!

Jaden, XY, Cornnn.
Jun Boon:)

Camppp

2009-03-05T23:40:00.008+08:00

Camp tomorrow. Just finished packing and I got so many things to bring! My mum said I'm like gna move out for good.

A good thing that my taste buds are tasteless now, I won't have to taste the awful food in camp.

I like this!!! :)!

Don't miss me okay. I will miss you. Hahaha. Byeeee.

:(

2009-03-05T13:41:00.003+08:00

I'm making a lot of sacrifices for this camp. Had an haircut for the sake of the camp, paid for camp stuff and other expenses using my own money for this entire holidays and I'm still going for the camp despite having slight fever. Omg, I hope it's not dengue fever please. Got bitten by so many mosquitoes. :(

I hope I won't miss this camp again manzxz. Still gonna meet XY to beach road to buy mass tins and meeting Rui for dinner in the evening. I feel like rotting at home now. Everything tastes so bland now.

Gna wake up at 6am tmr to go school! Die alreadyyyyy, plus there are so many things to carry. Idiotxzxz. :(

wssdan

2009-03-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm like sleeping only 6 hours everyday. Camp is approaching and I need to have ample rest before I die of fatigue during camp. Wthhhh, can't even bring phone charger to the camp! :( Nvm, I guess my phone can last 3 days without charging.

Anyway, met up with Corn and XY to buy camp stuff and there are a lot of things to settle. So troublesomeee la. Went town with XY to meet Evan and Yongann to buy a gift. Evan is always late and today he made us wait for 1 hour and 26 mins. Imba. Caught He's Just Not That Into You at PS. I think it's so true and absolutely nice, but E and YA were dying for the show to end. Tsk tsk. They are so gayyyy manzxzx.

Have been going out until late in the night, to the extent of catching last train or bus and it's like so rare to get home before 10pm today. My mama is nagging at me soooon. Omg, I wanted to sleep early today but it's 1plus now. GOODNIGHT.

Personality test

2009-03-03T13:33:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. True?? I dk about myself, but I prefer being neutral. HAHA

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. YESSSS

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Omg, yeaaaa!!!

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. So true!!!

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. HAHA

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. Ehh, don't think I'm confident at all, but I will keep trying. Lolol.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust. This website really analysed me better than anyone does! HAHA

Got this from Zenda's blog. Go to http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx to do yours too! :)!

Stand by me

2009-03-03T00:35:00.005+08:00

Hahaha, finally met up with Ben and Cyn after so many months! Went Cyn's place to play cards and I kept losing money for consecutive rounds. Started winning and began to recoup losses after Benjamin passed me some of his luck. Really first time in my life that I won in gambling, although not a lot but it's better compared to losing more than 10 bucks each time. Thank you Ben!

Yay, next time would be going bowling with them and also XY. Bowling chalet up next, before Ben gets enlisted to NS. Cool. Went back to Cyn's place for more gambling after dinner at Parkway Parade. Cyn and her cousin are really compulsive gamblers! Ben also! In fact all of them are, must be gamble too much after A levels. Hahaha.

Mahjong at Damien's place. Mahjong is boring! lolol
Cynthia & Benjamin!
All the May babies! 22nd, 12th, 4th, 21st!
:D :D :D
XY! Ben didn't mind pushing her in public. LOL.
Pettttttt!
:D!

Oh nooo, I needa go Beach Road asap to buy camp stuff!!! EEE. Camping for 3 days, which means I cannot go online for so many days :(!!!

tinge of sadness

2009-03-02T00:49:00.001+08:00

Inconsolable

2009-03-01T15:30:00.003+08:00

Woahhh, A levels results gonna be released this Friday! All the best!!! I feel like going back to SR on Friday, but I needa report to the campsite early in the morning! I wna see the ex J2s!

Nvm, meeting Benjamin and Cynthia tmr! They randomly suggested to have a gathering before the A levels are released. Haha, I miss Jason Onggo! Too bad he's in army, can't join us. And, XY is tagging along tmr! Coool, can intro her 2 ex pro bowlers from sr. I miss bowling session with them although their scores demoralised me a lot. Haha. I miss the coach too!

Feeling quite happy, cos this week seems like it's gna end fast with all the programmes and camp. :)!

17 March!!!

say goodbye

2009-02-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

Have been sleeping late and waking so early each day, tired!!! Headed down to Chinatown together with sis to accompany grandma for a health check at SGH. Haven't accompanied her for check ups ever since we moved out of Chinatown. Lunch together with grandparents and went to cousins' house. So nostalgic. I realised they've aged a lot. :( I love them thoughhh :)!

Supposed to go town with sis, but I ps-ed her and went home to take a nap before going out again. Sorrriezxz okaeees.

Got drenched in the rain just now, and I'm feeling super sleepy but I don't feel like sleeping yet! Hohoooo, meeting Xinyan tmr! Perhaps asking the other girls to join. I seriously need plans for this entire holidays, I don't want to rot to death at home! I wna go out everyday!

:)

2009-02-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

Had Basic Theory Test in the morning, and I failed it!!! Latest to arrive, but the earliest to leave. lolol. HAHAHA. Quite expected, cos' I didn't even study for it. The questions were easy and I got many correct, but the sign boards and road markings killed me.

Evan passed his BTT, he was more serious in mugging this than school exams. Waited for v long for some application and we still waited for an hour even after we finished lunch at amk hub. Saw Jerrold at amk hub, and it was really great to see him! Math and Dota tutor. :)!

Went to catch Slumdog Millionaire at PS together with Wenhui and Jensen. Quite nice, felt as though I was watching some Vanastham shows. Sweet movie after all. Doubt Evan and Jensen enjoyed the show, they were practically gaying around. Oh yeaaa, Benjamin Button next!!!

Omggg, I got so many things to prepare for the camp. And thank God I retrieved my admin card, if not I can't go for this camp already.

:)

2009-02-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yay. My Admin card is found already! Gonna get it back from NYP tomorrow morning, and thank you to the person who found it. :)

I wna watch Benjamin Button, Slumdog Millionaire and He's Just Not That Into You. Hahaha. I'm like idling everyday, just accompanied Zenda to the library to study. Practically wasting my holidays away. I can't wait for their Common test to start and end as soon as possible, if not I'm gna be bored to death soooooon. Bowling!!! :)! I need to enjoy this holidays, cos there won't be any holidays for us for the rest of the year. I can't be bothered about other things too, just too tired to care much.

Basic theory test tomorrow, almost slipped off my mind if Evan had not reminded me. Gna be so impromptu cos I don't even have the book to read through! HAHA. I'm tireddddd. :S

Barrier

2009-02-26T14:13:00.001+08:00

Whatever

2009-02-25T09:46:00.001+08:00

Holidays= Bored to e max. Can't wait for the 3 days camp and can't wait for the school to reopen.

And I don't feel like updating here recently, nothing much to blog either.

My regret

2009-02-23T12:13:00.001+08:00

Long awaited holidays is here, but I don't feel happy.

Ahhh I feel so sian of everything now. Tired tired.

what hurts the most

2009-02-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

I did a lot of mean things today. :X

Last paper on Monday, can't wait for it to end. Looking forward to Leadership and OGL camp!!! Practically missed all the camps in my life; P5, girl guides and Sec 3 camps. Hoho, anticipating the first camp ever.

Some overdue pictures.

:D
New sbm friends :)!
XY and her oh-so-comfy smile.
Kenneth!

Dk why it's taking such a long time to upload pictures. Lazy to upload everything already. :S

Byeee.

:(

2009-02-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

I lost my admin card.
I sort of screwed 2 out of the 3 modules.

...

unknowingly

2009-02-14T15:01:00.007+08:00

Happy V' Day <3

This year V day isn't nice at all. I miss school system, I miss last year celebration in SR. Dk why those times in SR are still vividly etched in my mind, seems like it just happened yesterday. Nostalgic. :(

And, happy one year anniversary to Zenda, Wenhui, Steph, Evan, and Jon! So glad that we still remain in contact although many of us are now in different schools.

Hoho, I have a lot of things to do after exam! More than 6 tasks atm. Please end the exam soooonzxzxz.
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23rd February!!!

2009-02-13T15:04:00.002+08:00

Eat Corn No Mix

Sadistic

Principle Of Madnessssss.

I can't wait for AFA paper even though it's gonna be a tough paper.

way back into love

2009-02-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

Sis is back home to stay and I have got a partner to study with. But she's not motivating me much, in fact she's irritating. :X

So sweet of Barry to play a song for sis in the wee hours. Awww. Kinda envy them for able to maintain long distance relationship, when everyone begged to differ. Happy lonely V day to both of you. :) :) :)

And, I feel so complacent and slacked nowww. :(

2009-02-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

Tell me what to do. :(

Keeping aim in mind.

2009-02-05T10:57:00.003+08:00

Random blog title to serve as a little motivation for me.

I have been ps-ing my friends lately, sorrrrrry. To think of it, I really stood a lot of them up many times. Failure failureeee. Felt kinda bad, but I'll make up for it after 23rd Feb!

After V Day, after Total Defence Day= Exam period. :( :( :(

Wenhui and Zenda, all the best for Common Test.

I Just Want You

2009-02-01T14:03:00.002+08:00

I like my blog song, credits to YA for sending the song. And I think most of AJ Rafael's songs are nice. :) :) :) A pity he doesn't have his own album. Click AJ Rafael's Myspace for more songs. :)

"Tell me you want to be my queen
If not it's ok a princess seems just my type I promise I'll be there tonight

I want to keep you warm when winters white
And make the summer walks on the beach sound nice,
I need you now to talk with on the phone for hours at a time

Baby I just want you too be mine all mine
help me find myself like how I found you
I need you so we can live happily too
I just want you

I want to be your valentine your christmas wish, your pick up line
I want to be the one who knows about your friends and foes, and the t.v shows you love

Look up at the sky spell out your name with an exclamation point
'cause at the end of the day your the one who makes me say
help me find myself like how found you
I need you so we can live happily
I just want you, I just want you, I just want you
I just want you"

2 weeks to exam already! I can't wait for holidays!!!

ssomfn, igid.

2009-01-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

Busy busy busy.

Updated alr, don't say never okay! HAHAHA.

CNY

2009-01-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

Zayne and sis
Zaynee. CUTE!!!

Sis!

Patrick and Sis
Favorite ah gong!
Cute ah ma!!! ILY a lot. :D :D :D
Aunty Doreen.
Aunty GK cum my lecturer to be (maybe not alr) and Aunty YL!

Uncle Kimmm.
Mama and papa.
HAHAHA Bodyguards. (Cousins Andy and Gary)
young young uncle.
Another ah ma, mum and bogus granny. Zacccc
As cute as Zayne
Mum + Sis
Zac's aggressive kisss is imball!

Aunty Doreen and her mummy.
Patrick and me. Act cuteee!
:)

Only managed to upload the family photos, shall upload more next time.

cantimagineonedayifiweretofail :(

Happy Birthday Evan!

2009-01-24T18:33:00.006+08:00

Don't really feel like blogging, but have to show my sincerity by dedicating a post to Evan. And I didn't prioritise studies/projects over friends yesterday! Haha. Hope you enjoyed the celebration last night and hope you get to drive your Maserati soon.

Finally done with new year shopping with poly mates and their boyfriendsss. A really last minute shopping after micro presentation yesterday. It was actually the first time we went shopping together, after a year. Quite pathetic but it was nice to go out in a big group once in a while.

I wonder how someone can feel happy yet sad at the same time. I rather have mood fluctuation than this. Happy cos' I am now in SBM Club sub committee after an interview and I made new sbm friends during ice breaker just now. Corn and XY are in it as well.

Sad becos'............ Don't feel like mentioning it. Happy>sad can already.If only life is all about H null and H one test. Haha

Pictures

Chen Lin!
Tsk...
:)

Evan + some chung cheng and MA guys
SO CUTEEE. Wenhui is crazy over babies.

Just So You Know

2009-01-23T07:31:00.002+08:00

Japanese language or Family Youth? For interest or for GPA. I hope someone can just make the choice for me. Maybe I will just randomly pick one as my choice at the end of the day.

Doubt I would be going online that frequent already. So, happy 18th birthday to Evan and Happy Lunar New Year to everyone.

No emoooo.

2009-01-21T23:29:00.004+08:00

Busy week + CNY + oral comm project and sharepoint project after cny. This week is totally crazy; 3 projects' deadlines with 3 presentations as well.

I feel so much like dying, time management sucks. After CNY would be 2 weeks of study period, then here comes final exam.

Aiyeaaaa, shall refrain from going online too often. I wna go MIA, use the time wisely to clear projects and do some stupid revision.

Byeeeeeeee.

:(

2009-01-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

I feel so troubled; projects, presentations, etc, etc, etc. Wish I could end it all. :( :( :(

Kinda tired of everything. Ayeee. I can't wait for holidays.

Nevermind, just be happpppy :) :) :)

Ticking away.

2009-01-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

Heavy workload, but I'm not putting in much effort. I hate this feeling.

Exam timetable is out, gna start 2 weeks after CNY. :( :( :( Seems like I have got so much revision to catch up, but still currently involved in so many projects and one ICA left.

I feel like crying. Have a bad hunch for this semester.

And, Happy 18th birthday Steph.

TTM

2009-01-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

Lost for words.

Didn't MIA for the past few days, was appearing offline. Too busy to blog much either.

Stats test tomorrow :( :( :(

:(

2009-01-08T11:41:00.002+08:00

Too many things to complete. Too little time. Open house and Camp Impact were 2 things I was anticipating, but I need to forgo now. I feel like killing myself.

Please allow time to go slower. And please cherish the time and everything lj.
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Get well soon :)

Bon voyage

2009-01-05T04:00:00.001+08:00

Barry left for Sweden for a year again, guess Sis is feeling very sad right now. To depart from someone is always that hard. I feel sad for her too. She has to get used to life without him once again.

Mum was asking me to look out for sis in school cos' she thinks that I'm emotionally stronger than sis. I felt quite honoured actually. Hahaha.

Anyway, don't be too sad. Can always look for me during break, or sms me! I chose NYP partly because of you. Don't be touched okay. :)

4 hours more to school. ZZZ, bye!

:(

2009-01-03T11:00:00.005+08:00

Own pace.

Can't put it into words, but I feel _____(can't find an appropriate adjective). Maybe just a little sad+ emotional+ confused+ bored.

Life is full of contradictions. I'm contradicting my own perspective as well. Shitty feeling. And I don't want any changes this year, but the only thing that remains constant is change.

I think my wordpress is of no use, even if it's a private blog. Each time I want to pen down my thoughts, I would end up backspacing or deleting it.

I guess I'm TTM. Shall do tutorial.

:D

2009-01-02T18:20:00.001+08:00

I was just reminded that POM and Micro projects are due in 2 weeks time. I'm so easily distracted by a lot of things, and it's seriously time to get started on projects and revision. One resolution for the year is to stop procrastinating.

And I'm hating Micro now cos' it's getting tougher. Got back Micro test result, and I don't take pride in it. The feeling of doing something without understanding sucks. :( I feel that my brain is so pentium 1! I really need help with Micro.

On a happier note, today is mum's birthday. Already gave her the present yesterday and I don't think she expect a birthday cake. Supposed to be a surprise but bro ruined it. He opened the fridge and asked me what the cake is for. Idiotxzxz. Apparently hanson doesn't know it's mum's birthday. What a son! Tskkk.

Haha, nvm. Happy birthday mama. :):):)

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T03:30:00.000+08:00

Didn't stay over at xy's place due to some reasons. Sorry xyyy. Never really countdown to new year, more of slacking, chatting and playing Truth or ~~Dare~~ at TCC.

Corn and Alex left even before the countdown, leaving me and XY behind. We watched fireworks on some rooftop and also 'donated' blood to those stupid mosquitoes! So irritated by the pests, but the fireworks were spectacular.

I enjoyed year 2008; great year and made great friends. People like Zenda, Stephanie, Wenhui, Briana, Jon, Evan, bowling friends, 1S25 and 1S30 classmates! One year of friendship in few days time. Not forgetting Qing, 6 years of BFF.

I like MK0803 now. Only got to know them better this semester as compared to Sem 1 which I didn't even talk to anyone more than 10 sentences a day and didn't even bother to talk to them online. Just like Hi-bye friends. Omg, I think it's so anti-social. Okay, I was.

Never mind 2008, over already. Hope 2009 will be a great year for everyone. :)

I feel like drawing this to paint.
Corn and Alex
:)
:))
:D

Bye 2008, Hi 2009

2008-12-31T17:30:00.001+08:00

Last group photo for year 2008.

Went out with classmates for lunch at AMK hub after school; to mark the end of year 2008. Hahaha. I was poked fun by them and they really suaned me like free, even Clarissa joined them as well. Tsk, so much for treating them as my best friends! Maybe one day I should just pretend to be angry. Hehehe.

Gna meet XY and others again at Cityhall to countdown for year 2009, of cos' not at those crowded areas but somewhere near her house. Perhaps staying over at her place to do POM project and Micro tutorial. Imbal!

Happy year 2009 to all of you. :)

jwihfy,yarbm. jwiwtltp, ymmca. :(

:D

2008-12-30T20:02:00.004+08:00

Barry's place.
Barry! EHH Sis, your favourite guy. Specially upload it here for you.
Clara and Sis

Ade!!! :D:D:D
Bro seducing Ade.
Andy & Hanson.

:( :)

2008-12-29T23:22:00.004+08:00

Something is wrong with the cable modem, and I could not connect to the internet for the entire day. Able to connect to the net now but I kept dc-ing. It's dying on me soon. Shitttttttttt. Please don't die. :(

HTML test tomorrow, and I just woke up. STUDY STUDY STUDY. :D:D:D

:S

2008-12-28T15:14:00.002+08:00

I wna watch Bedtime Stories!

Perhaps gna watch it with Jon doggy and Wenhui on Friday. Asking Zenda and Steph along too. Can't wait! Stupid Jon is so irritating! Shouldn't have suaned him in the first place, and now he calls me a bit(h.

ڵón says:
eh? ok ok now ur being absurd doggy, female = you, dog = you...put together = ...well you know

Idiottttt.

On a lighter note, school is reopening tomorrow. I don't want school, but I miss my friends. Also, more tests and projects' deadlines to meet. :S :S :S

:D

2008-12-27T13:18:00.001+08:00

Christmas eve; Evan's party and stayover at Zen's house.

Zixiang. Act coolzxzx only!
Zendieeee.
CS

:D:D:D

Jason
Jensen
Happy ' family'

Evan's niece.

Evan and Steph looked so diff!
Spot Evan! HAHAHA
Zen's dogggggy

Barry and sis came over yesterday, had been such a long time since I last saw him. Promised sis to upload the pictures here for her to grab.

Bro,Barry and Sis
Calvin and Barry

Cousin Joy!
Gna have dinner with both sides of the family at Barry's house later, like some in-laws gathering man. I wonder how B and sis maintained a long-distance relationship well, and so loving now. Haha, maybe absence really makes the heart grow fonder. Sweeeets.

Tell me why.

2008-12-24T11:29:00.006+08:00

Christmas party at Pet's house yesterday was fun to the max, had game forfeits and was forced to confess many things and even kiss Clarissa! They were out to do me in, evil.

Gonna look after the house for 2 days cos' I'm giving the family chalet a miss. Coolsss. Another christmas party at Evan's house later, also to countdown for christmas!

Merry christmas:D :D :D

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Christmas Eve

2008-12-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Seems so vague.

I don't understand......

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nostalgia

2008-12-22T04:15:00.000+08:00

Evan and Zenda were super irritating today. They meddled with the Facebook wall by posting stupid comments using my name. Evil evil them, but I still love them!:D

Shopped around with Zenda before meeting Evan and Desmond to get the html book. Waited for a good 2 hours for them. Headed over to Forum macs with Xinyan to study html, but wasn't productive at all. I don't know where and how to start.

Three of them left macs and we thought we could concentrate on revising but we spent more time on chatting than on studying.

Heart to heart conversation with XY and she said I missed out a lot of good things, be it people or chance and my love life is really a drama. Very much agreed with her. I chose to give it a miss in the first place, and I realised I've never regretted when XY prompted me. Maybe it's fate.

I already got some of my 2009 resolutions in mind. :)

And I'm meeting Rui, Sean and Corn to study html tomorrow, feel rather lost now. My foot hurts now, somehow swollen.

LOVE

2008-12-21T03:00:00.000+08:00

A really random day. I was feeling real bored the entire afternoon, until mum suggested to go jogging/ cycling at 10.30pm. Cycled plus jogged from Toa Payoh to Bishan Park with bro, mum and dad.

A pity sis went back to Barry's house to stay and Hanson can't join us, if not it would be the whole family. But still, enjoyed today with all the jokes and laughter. Great feeling!

Left Bishan Park at around 11.30 as this time round, dad had random suggestion to go midnight fishing at East Coast. Went home to get fishing materials, and Hanson came back just in time to go with us.

Oh yes, Barry is coming back from Sweden later on. 2 weeks stay in Singapore before he leaves SG again. I bet sis can't wait for Sunday night.

Okay, it's 3.30am now. Need to sleep soon already, meeting Evan to get html book tmr and also meeting Xinyan to study html tomorrow night.

Hanson
Zayne! SO CUTEEEE

A Little Too Not Over You- David Archuleta

2008-12-20T15:32:00.002+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on

But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..

Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh

Read my mind.

2008-12-19T13:04:00.003+08:00

Twilight is really niceee, sweetness to the max. Edward Cullen is so sweet!!!

(Backspaced everything)

Don't feel like blogging now. BYE :)

Maybe maybe maybe!

2008-12-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

Holidays= Sianness to the max.

Went for a haircut today, and I don't like! My hair is like so short nowww. :(

Just got back from Qing's place and I realised I haven't seen her for quite some time. Gonna catch Twilight with her tomorrow! Two girls watching a romance movie, kind of les but never mind. I love her. HAHA.

HOHOHO
Christmas is approachingggg. Countdown??? Past 2 years' christmas countdown were all screwed. Qing would share my views too! HAHA. Hopefully this year will be a better one.

Sorry Qing

2008-12-16T22:04:00.009+08:00

I didn't go to Malacca with Qing cos' I overslept. Evan is super jinx lar. Yesterday 2am plus I was telling him I need to sleep already and he asked me not to sleep lest I overslept. Ended up, I woke up at 5.20 instead of 4. And worst of all, my handphone was on silent mode!

Sorry Qing, I feel so bad towards you!

So instead of Malacca's trip, I accompanied Evan to his aunty's place at Eunos to run some errand. His niece wanted to tag along with us and so we brought her to his dad's office. Evan looked like some teen dad carrying her lar! Hahaha.

It was really chaos when his niece met another niece at the office, imbal. Sent his niece back to Eunos and also met Steph and Evan's classmate (Jason) at the station before heading to Vivo for dinner at Dian Xiao Er.

And, sis is finally back home to stay for 2 days. HAHAHA.

Jason and Evan
Christmassss treeeee

Teen Dad
Cutes!

Calvin and sis.
Sissssss

:D

Somehow somewhat.

2008-12-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

Spent my day on drawing and painting! I really missed attending art lessons in secondary school, so nostalgic. I feel super bored and I want school to reopen. At the same time, I don't want projects and tutorials.

Just met Zenda and her sis (Vania) at Kovan. Had not been there for a long time, and Kovan macs really brought back a lot of memories. The place where we hang out at during the few months stay in srjc. Not forgetting the bowling alley where we had our bowling lessons, caught stuffed toys, played pool, and did Chem and Math tutorials.

I hate to be in this situation, I think Zenda feels like me too.

Wenhui, Steph, Briana, Jon and Mok. I miss you guys a lot a lot a lot. Zenda and Evan, I don't miss you cos' I see you all almost everyday. HAHAHA.

Although we only know one another for less than a year, each came from different secondary schools and different classes in srjc yet still can be best of friends. So amazing.

Waking up at 4am later for the Malacca trip. See you Qing, imya!

Before I go off, get well soon Wenhui!

ihgtwfim.

2008-12-14T09:12:00.009+08:00

Anyone interested in going Beatty's Alumni gathering on 9 January?

Omg, I feel like going, but I'm involved in the Open House! And Point Blank got into the finals and will be performing on that day too!

Opportunity cost!

Whatever, shall decide when the time comes. Also depends on who are the ones going. :D
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A break away from hectic school life.
Night out with Zenda, Vania and their mum was nice. Had a great laugh at Vania for saying something that sounds super wrong. My mind has got corrupted, that's why her sentence auto links me to think in the dirty way. But still, I wasn't the only one, Zenda also!

She was telling us about the night spent at her class chalet and something about sleeping on the bed.

Vania: Actually my friends and I got masterbed.
Me and Zenda: *stare at each other* HUH?!

We started laughing since we got onto the car, arrived at IMM and we were still joking about it. HAHAHA.

Peekcheers.

Vaniaaa
Elmo and Cookie Monster!! <3
Sisterrrrs

Elmo..........

Having Deja Vu is actually a sign that you are on the right track in life. I found it so true. Zenda heard it from Melissa that Pastor Kong once said this.

I want to have more Deja Vu!!! I want to be on the right track.

Happy :D

2008-12-13T17:47:00.002+08:00

Feel happy because...

1) I had my well-deserved rest.
2) Dad has got the desktop repaired.
3) Going to Malacca on Tuesday. Can spend time with Qing!
4) Today is a good day.

There are so many reasons to be happy. I love how my life is now. I love all my classmates. I love my friends. I love my family. Happy life makes a happy me.

I think my BP is going up. BP= Brain Power. Had a funny and feel-like-vomiting-blood conversation on msn this afternoon. Shall not post the conversation here, too misleading. Hahaha.

Anyway, just went out with mum, dad and bro. Wanted to tag along with them for fishing and prawning with uncle, but still decided to come home after all.

Hohoho, meeting Zenda at Bishan soon and also dinner with her mum and sis. Happpppyyy :D

Byeee, enjoy your holidays people.

fluctuation.

2008-12-12T17:44:00.010+08:00

TGIF, today is the last day of school. Don't really anticipate the 2 weeks holidays, cos' it's like so short.

Group project with Tess, Damien and Lionel was great, has been very long since I had a taste of how it is like to work in a group. :) :) :)

On a happier note, Oral Comm presentation is over although I screwed it. I included Pet Society and my pet (JubJub) in the content and the class laughed at me, not with me. Told Evan and his classmates what I presented and even showed them the picture of JubJub, end up they laughed out loud. Rui and Corn Damien + Corn Webcaming at 4am is crazyyy. Evan!!! tsk tsk tsk. ZENDA AND XY. ily zenda. :D:D:D Phua Xin Yan. I'm jealous!!! My part-time boyfriends. :D:D:D Threeeesome. awesome. HAHAHA. Subway!

I'm looking forward to going out with Zenda, Evan, Steph, and Wenhui!
I'm looking forward to class BBQ.
I'm looking forward to going out with Qing.
I'm looking forward to bowling with Jon, Edward, Jason, Briana, Wenhui, Steph and Zenda!
I'm so looking forward to zzz now!!! TIRED. 4 days < 15 hours sleep. BYEEEEE. :D:D:D

Point Blank- Don't Look Back In Anger

2008-12-11T08:36:00.002+08:00

I'm having headeggggg, the pain is really excruciating. I can't focus on memorising the outline for the entire night, and I hope I need not refer to cue cards. I'm like blindly reading the outline, without knowing if it had already entered my head.

Very very painnnnn. :( :( :(((( Help meee ease the pain, I need to memorise...

I wonder if I'm still able to hold on till the next day. Gonna be staying overnight in school or somewhere else with group members to do the Stats project. Friday is the deadline already, and our report is really no quality.

I already feel so vexed and mum still nagged at me for losing so much sleep and having last minute plan to stay outside tonight.

Succumbing to tiredness sooooon. I wonder if anyone really died of fatigue.

I shall use 1 hour wisely to memorise it all over again before heading to school. Bless me man.

Sleepless night

2008-12-10T01:38:00.003+08:00

Redoing the speech outline again, the entire thing. I realised I only do for the sake of finishing it, it's quantity work but not quality.

Thanks XR, even though you're always so sarcastic.

Thanks Jon for giving me some ideas and also the pebble from Yangshuo! I miss your bark sound. Hahaha. Meet up for bowling sooon, imyaaaa. It has been 1234567890 years since the clique went out together, and I miss Kovan a lot.

I need to produce a good outline by morning, and I'm now half done. I feel like taking a power nap, but I afraid I would sleep all the way.

Hopefully blogging can perk me up a little.

ifss... bidnkwlmahiil... bidkwirw... byasvntmbicr...

iflda

2008-12-08T20:30:00.003+08:00

Day out with Zenda and XY was great, saw Connie and her bf at Orchard too. Zenda leaked out so much of my things to XY and she was laughing so hard at it. Evil evil evilllll. Idlt.

The train broke down and it took so long to reach TPY with so many people in a train. And one of them reeked of alcohol smell, stinky to the max!

I feel like dying already, seriously. Shit the dizziness, fever and the irritating feeling. I don't wna go school tomorrow, but then again I will miss out POM lecture and Computer lesson which I hate most. And there is project after school too. :( :( :(

I'm so tired, but my brain isn't in the sleeping mode yet. Getting nocturnal. I wna sleep.

iti................

2008-12-08T13:25:00.003+08:00

Omg, I have left my laptop on for 2 days plus plus. Waste of electricity man!!! Please conserve!

I feel so tired. Spent the whole night doing the speech outline and surprisingly, I didn't procrastinate. With no one online in the wee hours to talk to me, I can do my things in an efficient and effective manner! It was until Zenda came online at 4am plus and requested for a webcam then I took a short break. So funnnnnnnny lar, laughing like mad in the middle of the night.

At the same time, I feel rather happy cos' I'm left with the conclusion for the outline. I think next time I should just appear offline like during Semester 1, so that I can have full concentration. MSN is really a distraction.

As I'm typing, I feel like sleepingggg. Could have taken a short nap before I meet Zenda and XY at Orchard later, but my hair is stilll wet. I need power nap. BYE.

*All the best to Steph, Cy, Keith, Jensen, Kai, Jerr, Sis and anyone taking Common Test!

Pathetic.

2008-12-08T01:43:00.000+08:00

Kai was talking to me on msn, and I realised I only stay in contact with 3 guys and a few girls in secondary school. He's one of the guys whom I contact and another one would be Jerrold. The 2 guys who used to suan me to the max, and also not forgetting them as my source of motivation! Aim= squeeze into Top 5 and we succeeded, but he's even imbal to get into Top 3.

Shouldn't praise him here, else his ego would be so high. And Kai, if you see this, better be honoured okay! Stop blog hopping and study for your Common Test! How great would it be if I chose NP as my first choice under Jerr's and your persuasion when we met up to fill in the JAE form back then. Maybe I would be mugging with you all right now. HAHA. But still, I've never regretted being in NYP too. I like all of my classmates.

Another 2 years with them, and maybe history would repeat itself again; only be in contact with a few of them. Hopefully not.

I'm currently feeling so screwed. Yea, procrastination. I have been doing those irrelevant stuff like AFA and Stats tutorial which are due when school reopens but not the speech outline which is gonna be due this week.

Have been procrastinating since Friday, thinking that I still have Saturday, Sunday and Monday. It's already Monday now! OhMyGod.

And I shouldn't be here blogging in the first place. BYE.